大学回忆录

最初来开门的是我，现在关门的也是我

It was I who first opened the door, and it is I who now closes it.

特殊的时期，本该认真地完成最后地毕业设计，

In this special period, I should have finished the final graduation project seriously,

可是还是没能按捺住即将毕业地恐慌与不舍。

but I still couldn't hold back the panic of graduation.

我在想需要什么样的文字才能把大学四年的经历和感悟都写出来。

I wonder what kind of words I need to write my four years of college experience and feelings.

因为一毕业，我的梦就要碎了，就要醒了。

Because as soon as I graduate, my dream will be broken and I will wake up.

2016年6月奋战完高考，其实也不算是奋战，

In June 2016, I worked hard to finish the college entrance examination, which was not really a struggle.

对我来说是一场“终结”，

It was an "end" for me.

收拾完行李留下的是不舍，

What I left after packing up my luggage was not to give up,

而充满更多的是对大学生活的憧憬与向往。

but more of my longing for the university life.

抛开从查成绩到择校到收到录取通知书这个“难熬”的岁月，

Put aside from the examination results to the school choice to receive the admission letter of this "difficult" years,

我又拉着行李来到了这个陌生又熟悉的城市，

I came to this strange and familiar with the city with luggage,

因第一次来陌生，因向往而熟悉。

because the first time to strange, because of the yearning and familiar.

一个人背着包，撑着伞，拉着行李，还有一个湿漉漉的袋子在下雨天是显得那么多余，乘上了通往大学的列车。

A man with a bag on his back,holding an umbrella, pulling his luggage, and a wet bag seemed so redundant in a rainy day, got on the train to the university.

一切突然浮现在眼前仿佛就是刚刚发生的故事。

It all came to me as if it had just happened.

车停了，雨还在下。

The car had stopped, and the rain was still falling.

无论是出于什么样目的的学长热情地拉过手里的箱子，夺过那多余的袋子，细细告诉我学校周围有什么好吃的小店，有什么好看的风景，大学的人，大学的事儿……

No matter what kind of purpose of the senior students enthusiastically pulled the hand of the box,grabbed the extra bag, tell me carefully around the school what delicious shops, what good scenery, university people, university things......

好像一下子融入了这个即将生活四年地圈子，可还是分不清宿舍方向，分不清食堂往哪边走，南苑和北苑都是些什么样地景。

It seems that all of a sudden into this will live for four years of the circle, but still can not tell the direction of the dormitory, can not tell which side of the canteen to go, south and north are some what kind of landscape.

和老友约好逛校园，最后在夜晚迷失了方向。

I made a date with an old friend to go around campus, but I got lost in the evening.

记忆真是一个神奇的东西，时隔近四年了，还是记得那么清。

Memory is really a magical thing, after nearly four years, or remember so clear.

我说我要毕业了，即将结束学生的身份，然而一切终点又是新的起点。

I said I was going to graduate, was about to end the student status, but all the end is a new starting point.

歌德说，谁若游戏人生，他就一事无成；谁不主宰自己，他就是一个奴隶。

Goethe said, who plays life, he will achieve nothing;Who is not master of himself, he is a slave.

好吧，我做了三年的奴隶一年的自己。

Well, I've been a slave for three years and a self for one.

三年奴隶归根结底于焦虑，这个时代人人都焦虑，对知识渴望的焦虑，对生活未知的焦虑，对心有所想而无法实现的焦虑……

Three years of slavery boils down to anxiety, anxiety in this era, everyone's anxiety, the thirst for knowledge anxiety, anxiety about the unknown life anxiety, to the heart to think but can not achieve the anxiety...

变得慵懒且没有规划，行动力更是不足，等回过神来已然已是一年的自己，即将踏入社会。

Become lazy and have no plan, action is not enough, such as return to god has been a year of their own, is about to step into society.

错过了就错过了，若当初主动些遗憾或许能少留。

Missed to miss, if the original initiative some regret may be less to stay.

没有人能够真正幸福，大多数人能够生存下来就不错了。

No one can be truly happy, most people can survive just fine.

我也担心有一天会没用勇气去回顾逝去的青春，也没有勇气去回想年少时的希望。

I also fear that one day I will not have the courage to look back on my lost youth, nor the courage to recall the hopes of my youth.

学习上的苦需要自己主动去吃，而生活上的哭，你躺着不动它就会来。

The study of the bitter need to take the initiative to eat, and the life of the cry, you lie still it will come.

我们都会感叹，听了那么多的道理却还是过不好自己，我们要走了，脑海里还是你的画面，期待最后的相见，我的大学 。