三月流焱：还是希望自己，能变得更好

小时候，年味是一种期盼，长大后，年味是一种回忆。我们好像不再期待过年，过一年老一岁，看着父母头上的白发，心里说不出的滋味。

When I was young, the flavor of New Year was a kind of expectation, and when I grew up, it was a kind of memory. It seems that we no longer look forward to the New Year. We will grow old one year. Looking at the white hair on our parents' heads, we can't express our feelings.

一年又一年，长一岁，父母老一岁，在告诉自己要长大的时候，被人泼一头冷水，以后就做个小孩子，什么都不要想。

Year after year, I grow one year old, and my parents grow one year old. When I told myself that I was going to grow up, I was splashed with cold water, and then I would be a child.

仍然期待着事态向理想的方向发展，但也学会了快速消化事与愿违的失望。

Still looking forward to the development of the situation in the desired direction, but also learned to quickly digest the disappointments.

别人如何看待都不重要，只要你自己明白那些岁月里发生过什么，你又是如何度过，一分一秒都没有辜负，有这份自知，也就足够足够了。

It doesn't matter what others think of it. As long as you understand what happened in those years and how you spent it, every second will live up to it. This self-knowledge is enough.

还是希望自己能变得更好一点，好到能理直气壮的接受别人的喜欢，好到永远不需要担心这份喜欢有期限。

I still hope that I can become better, so that I can accept others' likes with a straight face, so that I don't need to worry about the deadline of the likes.