fall into anguish

  what is most excruciating feeling for man fall into love ,anser is obvious that the lost of  reciprocal trust ,when partner suspect if what you say is authentic ,how sorrow you will feel.unfortunately i must confront such awkward situtation ,although i can console myself by    attribute the cause to long term isolation of two different work site,just envision everything will turn better after i can come back homtown ,who know what will take place at that time ,two sequel is inevitable :reunion or  departure ,i feel panic at think of this point
  supervisor ever exhort me that man can not hang in one tree,you will lose all forest if     blinded by one leaf ,yes ,i certainly can catch the meaning ,but how can i get rid of the deep impression ,if there is ome thing i must stick to ,she is the only one unconditionly
maybe several months late,i will be entrained to the route of home ,this time i choose train not airline ,the reason is only one:how earnest i hope to see the wonderful spectacle of our grand territory