开心草

                                                      夏日的深夜里~
                                                      坐在大理街头的酒吧里
                                                      感受着这里的繁华和喧嚣，
                                                      啤酒一杯接着一杯的喝，
                                                      烟一支接着一支的抽，
                                                      心情却是异常的平静。
                                                      也许是老了吧，
                                                      或许说是自己变得现实了。

                                                      看着自己手里的烟飘出缕缕青烟，
                                                      靠近用鼻子使劲闻闻，
                                                      刺鼻并带有一种开心的味道。
                                                      突然想起几年前来大理的感觉，
                                                      总觉得每天能在这种喧嚣的街头，
                                                      无忧无虑的散步是件多么开心的事情啊！
                                                     （不觉的脸上就挂了一丝微笑！）
                                                      急忙跑到厕所照着镜子，
                                                      镜子里出现了一副可笑的画面，
                                                      麻木的脸上挂着一丝微笑。
                                                      我用冷水使劲的拍了拍脸，
                                                      故作镇定的回到座位。

                                                      不知不觉我的头脑里全是开心的事情，
                                                      微笑也转变成大笑，狂笑，
                                                      总觉得世界是那么的美好，看什么都想笑
                                                      我知道这是开心草的作用，
                                                      我也知道这种开心是不真实的，
                                                      但是我无法抗拒。
                                                      管它什么压力，什么烦恼，
                                                      管它下一秒，将要迎接什么？
                                                      去TMD的吧！我只想开心的笑！